Monthly Archives: July 2012

Guilty Pleasure

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A while ago, I interviewed my readers for a change, and my final question was, “What question have I NOT asked at BTT that you’d love me to ask?” I got some great responses and will be picking out some of the questions from time to time to ask the rest of you. Like now.

SammyDee asks:

What book(s) have you read that you’re secretly ashamed to admit

Don’t forget to leave a link to your actual response (so people don’t have to go searching for it) in the comments—or if you prefer, leave your answers in the comments themselves!


Stop the Wheel

It kills me to admit this, but... I'm tired.

photo borrowed from renegadehealth.com

Don't get me wrong - life is great... great husband and kid, awesome farm with amazing critters, a community of friends that stretches around the world, growing fiber business... so it was hard for me to figure out why I've had such a hard time getting anything going the past couple of weeks.  OK, months.  The to-do list just stares at me in the face, and gives me a resounding raspberry.   For the most part, I've met the obligations and appointments, and have been successful at carrying out the plans on the calendar (Farm Camp rocked, and my students amaze me!).  But I have some obligations, some tasks, and some ideas - lots of big ideas - that just aren't getting any traction, and I'm frustrated with myself.

Then I remember other times this has thwarted me in the past, and I see the problem, again.  In my race to excel at what we do here at the farm, I've loaded myself up with too many good things, and the plates are spinning, and the wheels are turning, and the balls are in the air, and the pressure is on, and the momentum is building, and I haven't allowed time to catch my breath, and I'm about to pass out, figuratively.  (And it doesn't help that it's deep summer with high temps and humidity.  I'm absolutely allergic to this weather.)  The farm and I have a bit of a codependent relationship going, and neither of us wants to let up, even for a moment.   The business, the social media, the farm responsibilities themselves, can seem like a ravenous coal fire that must be constantly fed with shovels full of excitement and novelty, and that will wear a girl out, if she's not careful.

So my mind and my body take the car keys, so to speak, and won't let me out of the house.  I'm even slower to get going in the morning, and less inspired to tackle hard jobs.  Phone calls and emails go unanswered until I shame myself into responding to the nice people who have contacted me for help in various ways.  Not proud of this...

It's time for a little vacay, I guess, but I'm not sure how to do it. Not sure what it would look like.  Chores still need doing and appointments still need keeping.  But I will make a point of NOT feeling anxious and competitive about winning.  As though I'm in an invisible race against mediocrity and ho-hum-ness, and not-quite-good-enough-ness.  That's a race where it's hard to track your progress, so you keep applying the lash, just in case you're falling behind and don't know it.  That'll kill ya.  That's what needs to stop.

I hate whining, so I hope that's not what I'm doing.  I just wanted to say, don't worry if I step back from the party just a bit, for a little while.  Nothing is coming off the calendar, but probably not much will go onto the calendar for the present.

I still have big ideas and big plans.  I just need to stop the wheel long enough to catch my breath.  I knew you'd understand.

Jefferson Memorial At Night …

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Washington, DC


Sailing, Sailing…



A ship in harbor is safe -- but that is not what ships are built for.
-- John A. Shedd, Salt from My Attic, 1928

This quote, along with an anchor wrapped in rope is emblazoned on several t-shirts and a jacket at my house. All 3 of us have a shirt, and the jacket belongs to the young man (my son) who discovered the quote, created the design, screened it on all the garments and is currently at sea for 4 weeks as part of the crew on the tall ship Gazela.

Gazela - Philly to New Bedford - July - August 2010 001
(Photo by Brad Kollar)

My son has a love of the sea. An extreme love of the sea. He comes by it honestly, as I am never happier than when I am on the beach with the wind in my face, the sound of the waves and gulls in my ears and the distinct scent of salt water in the air. I, however, become terribly motion sick while boating. He, luckily, has not inherited this condition.

CJ began volunteering on the Gazela in his junior year of high school. He joined the Philadelphia Ship Preservation Guild, a non-profit organization who owns the Barkentine Gazela Premeiro and the lighter barge Poplar, and operates and maintains the iron tugboat Jupiter. He spent numerous weekends at the dock, scraping, painting, polishing brass, tying sails and learning the language of sailors. Port and starboard instead of left and right. Bulkhead instead of stairs. Below instead of downstairs. Head instead of bathroom. Deck instead of floor. Aft and Fore instead of back and front. Berth, uprigging, fo’csle, helm.

Gazela in Newport RI 004

His first trip was a day sail, simply out into open water and back again. He came home exhilarated, animated, and totally hooked. When the opportunity arose for him to sail with and crew (actually work) on a trip to New York, he jumped at the chance. The ship sailed to Red Hook, docked for a weekend, opening the ship to all who wished to climb aboard and learn about her role in the Great White Fleet, fishing cod off the shores of Canada in the early 1900’s. In the evenings, they hosted performances of a cabaret, for which the deck was transformed into a stage. CJ's job was to take photos that would later be used to promote the cabaret troupe. The whole scene harkened back to the days when the Gazela plied the seas daily, catching and hauling tons of fish for the hungry masses.

This summer, a few days after he graduated from college, he caught a ride to Manhattan and boarded the Gazela as crew for OpSail 2012 and the renowned Fleet Week. He was gone for a week, then home for 2 days, during which he did his laundry and repacked his bag. He then left from Philadelphia for OpSail Virginia, where the ship docked in Portsmouth and was open to the public for almost a week. Next port, Baltimore MD, then home to Philadelphia to be designated the Official Tall Ship of the International Port of Philadelphia.

Back to dry land for my sailing son until July 8, when we drove to Newport, RI to catch the boat at the Ocean State Tall Ship Festival. As I type, (July 11, 2012), they’re on their way to Bath, Maine, with an ultimate end destination of Nova Scotia. They’ll dock in Halifax, Port Hawksbury and Pictou, before sailing back home and docking on August 6.

As a member of the crew, CJ stands 4 hour watches on and off throughout the day, sometimes on deck, sometimes up in the rigging, clipped in like a rock climber, sometimes circling the ship looking for leaks and other non-normal things, sometimes simply helping where needed. He's repaired rope work, he's polished brass, he's stood anchor line at docking...I don't think there's much he hasn't done, except cook, perhaps (and that's not a bad thing). It’s not easy work; intensely physical, and out in the weather, no matter what it’s doing. He’s fed, berthed, unpaid, and completely satisfied and fulfilled. It's wonderful to talk to him about his time on the ship. He's a man transformed; transported by memory back to the place he calls his home at sea.

What an opportunity. What an adventure. What a memory-making, once-in-a-lifetime journey!* There may never be another time in his life when he’ll have the freedom of time to “run off” on a boat. He’s living a dream shared by every young man who’s read about and romanticized travel by sea. Even, more accurately, I suppose, those who’ve watched “Pirates” or “Master and Commander" and thought about jumping a ship to see the world. The Gazela isn't at war. She's not trawling for cod anymore, and in the waters in which she sails, there isn’t much chance of piracy. But being aboard is a totally authentic experience, even as a tourist. There’s a sense of peace and serenity that envelops you when you step on board. I can only imagine what it's like to be a part of her crew, knowing intimately how she works and what she can do. I can’t explain it; I can only tell you I wish I could sail away with him.

Gazela in Newport RI 002

Sure, the Gazela has GPS and an elaborate tracking system set up so I can click a link and tell where, in real time, she is when she’s in range. But to look at her docked at a place along a modern harbor, or gliding across the water under sail, you can’t help but be entranced, enchanted, and transported back to a different time. And if you’re my son or any one of the 20+ other crew members, feeling like one of the luckiest humans alive.

Safe sailing, my son…I pray Poseidon brings you home safely.

*After this summer, the Gazela will be placed in dry dock for a year or more to have her hull re-coppered. After this, she’ll never again make a sail the length of the trip to NS. See what I mean by once-in-a-lifetime?

Beaded Knitting Class at Knitculture

I’m really excited to say I’ll be teaching my beaded knitting class at Knitculture July 28th!

I teach the crochet hook method of beading, which I love — it lets you put the bead PRECISELY where you want it.  I’ve been having fun with adapting motifs that would normally be stranded to beaded, and this class touches on that as well.

You’ll get a kit that includes the crochet hook (a 0.8mm ChiaoGoo hook, with a very comfortable bamboo handle), beads (in a very pretty purple colorway), and the pattern for the project (cuffs/wristwarmers, fingerless mitts or full mitts).  I’m planning on releasing the pattern soon on Ravelry….

Here’s a pic of the cuff:

Garden Blooms

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Saving Arugula Seeds

The past few days have been terribly hot and dry. It’s taken quite a toll on even the heat-loving plants in our garden– we’re making sure to give the corn, beans, and melons enough water to ensure that they can still stand up and set fruit.

The early-spring vegetables– the ones that are even less heat-tolerant, such as lettuce, peas, radishes, and arugula– gave up the ghost long ago. They turned bitter, sent up flower stalks, went to seed, and dried up to crispy brown husks and stems.

While cleaning out the garden beds and making room for more summer-loving plants, Zac wondered if he might be able to save the seeds from a few varieties (and, in so doing, save us a bit of money next spring).

When saving seed, it’s important to make sure that your seeds breed pure and true-to-type– that is, that they haven’t cross-pollinated with any other varieties. Vegetables that are in the same family often cross with one another– squashes with pumpkins, for example– as well as with wild varieties– like carrots do with Queen Anne’s Lace. A great place to look for more information on saving seeds is this website, or Seed to Seed, which is considered the definitive work on the subject.

Luckily, we only planted one variety of arugula.

The seed pods on the plant were so dry that they had already begun to shatter:

After cutting the plants off at the root, we threshed them– separated the seed from its husk, and from the rest of the plant. Since arugula lets go of its seeds rather easily, this step was pretty simple: bang the dried-out ends of the plants back and forth in a hard-walled bucket. We were left with a mixture of seeds and chaff in the bottom of the bucket.

 That all got put through a sieve:

  All that was left were thousands of the yellowish, peppery seeds (of course we tasted a few!):

We set them on a baking sheet to dry a little further– some of them still felt a bit green and tacky, and we want to make sure they’re all well-cured before we store them. We’ll definitely plant a patch of arugula this fall, once the weather cools down, and we’ll plant the other half of this seed this next spring.

Are you already thinking about next year’s garden? Do you save any seed from year to year?

 

Priorities


I am swatching for a belated birthday gifts. I just bought buttons for it this evening. The buttons are great, the buying buttons at Joanns was not a pleasant experience. It reinforced my dire longing to have a really good local yarn / craft shop so that I never have to ever enter Joanns again.


Alpaca yarn I finished spinning yesterday. 7 oz / 200g of blacker than black DK weight yarn. What should I do with it?


I finished my Ginny Weasley socks! I love them.

I have about 1000 projects I would like be working on, but these are my priorities right now. What are you working on?

If you are reading this…

Our site was down for some people today (including us). Thankfully it is running better than ever!

Now we can make sure that there is no shortage of puppy pictures and baby ducks.

Cuteness Hatching!

Phoebe, our precious duckling, has brothers and sisters! Seven of them!

Aren’t they the cutest? We are so looking forward to their coming adventures.